Artwork tonight from Evgeny Katin
It was a great day today, I got a *shit* ton done – groceries, cleaned the water fountain, vacuumed, finally watched Maze Runner, which a friend of mine is in, balanced the checking and savings accounts, finished our health care application…really, a phenominal fucking day…and something with work came up and now I’m all wound up and stressed out.
It’s improper for me really to say anything more about it, unfortunately. I’m not intentionally being vague, just suffice it to say it completely blindsided me, and I really didn’t even have an opportunity to weigh in on the matter before it went to defcon 2.
Hopefully it will be easy enough to deal with tomorrow, but we’ll see. I’ll have to wait and hear what my supervisor would like me to do, and then just go from there. It’s really the waiting that’s so frustrating. The waiting, and the feeling that I don’t have control over what I can and cannot do. I’m not in charge. It’s not my call. That’s a very frustrating place for me to be in. I’m a “take charge” kinda guy, it’s just part of my nature.
So yeah…now it’s already almost 1am and I need to sleep. Tomorrow is a work day, godamnit, and it’s going to take every single brain cell I have in order to focus on that and just get done what I need to get done. Sigh. Wish me luck.