I have to say, I’m looking forward to getting back to work tomorrow. Today was a rough day for me, as off-days are for me when I’m feeling stressed out about how much work I have to do, and how behind I feel about everything.

I realized today that I want to change this feeling I seem to so often have about being “behind.” I understand such a change is likely a monumental undertaking, but I was reading something today posted by an author who seems to be very happy and very productive, and he mentioned a book I want to read. I think it’s called “Get Stuff Done” or something like that. Maybe it’s “things” instead of “stuff,” but I’m going to read it and I’m going to follow it.

There’s another thing I realized, too, which is that I sometimes don’t follow the advice of “experts.” And I mean really follow the steps they lay out on how to do something. I’ll do some of the steps, or modify them to what I think will work, or otherwise not quite do exactly what it is they’re advising. I think I’m going to stop doing that for a while and actually follow through completely on what they outline. I’m in a learning mode, or I should be anyway, and not expert mode. I haven’t reached the top of the mountain, and maybe just maybe I should check myself a bit more and really listen to what these people who *have* been to the top of the mountain are saying and do that shit.

That’s all I have for tonight, except to say that I watched the Niners be competitive but still have a crap quarterback, watched the A’s slug their way over the Phillies (Olson with another home run!), and then hung out with the Ho, which was grand. It was a good day…but a stressful day. I have to much I need to get done.

Night!

Artwork tonight is from Julian-Faylona